Feb.15.2010 at 12:02 pm | 1 Comment
I think back to last Valentine’s Day…To really understand you’d have to read about the events that led up to last year’s Valentine’s Day. Read here & here.
Valentine’s Day marked the end of that relationship and I didn’t even know it. I’ve heard from her maybe 2 or 3 times since then. She’s never apologized.
I remember that day so clearly in my mind. I remember trying to get in contact with her. Callng, texting. Pitifully leaving messages of love on her voicemail. It was pitiful because I knew in my heart that the relationship was over and
… *Read the rest
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Oct.23.2008 at 7:30 am | 8 Comments
Catch Up: part i, part ii, part iii, part iv
I was supposed to go to the club with Shy, but with the Baby on my mind and worry in my heart, I changed my mind. It is the worst feeling in the world to be with someone and be thinking of someone else. It’s not fair to them and not fair to you. This was the turning point for me.… *Read the rest
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Oct.21.2008 at 8:00 am | 11 Comments
Catch Up: part i, part ii, part iii
She started texting me. Admittedly she wasn’t getting much attention from me considering I had Ann, Den, Shy and Sak all floating around me. But she text me…
She asked me via text message if we could date. Who does that? I started laughing because this was so typical of her. I asked her what it meant to her to date someone. According to her, dating was the time you spent getting to know someone before you entered into a commited relationship. I was confused by how we would get … *Read the rest
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Oct.17.2008 at 3:55 pm | 2 Comments
One of the things my mom and I always enjoyed doing together were puzzles. I remember her always picking out these elaborate 1000 piece jigsaw puzzles where there had to be at least 100 pieces that looked almost exactly the same. I remember her technique. She’d start along the edges to make a frame. She’d go through and pick out all of the pieces that were similar in color and work in sections. She would study pieces, notice their variation and then figure out how it would come together or realize that it wouldn’t. When she got stumped, she would … *Read the rest
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Oct.16.2008 at 11:31 pm | 4 Comments
I put together a few cd’s and cards for the Baby. I gave them to Med to mail from her job. Not because it would be free, but because I couldn’t find a damn mailbox anywhere over here. I bought stamps to mail these cards and I haven’t bought stamps in at least 4 years…
Anyway…
That was last Wednesday and she got them today. Isn’t that a long time considering only 2 states seperate us? I had forgotten about them until she text me about their arrival. She told me my handwriting was sexy. Is that even possible?… *Read the rest
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Oct.16.2008 at 7:09 pm | 1 Comment
As it starts to get closer to graduation, the Baby is getting more and more stressed. I have to wonder if she knows how easy she has it…
She is very extreme. Everything is a huge deal…Which is the complete opposite of my personality. Even when I should get worked up, I don’t. I’m hoping we’ll be able to balance each other out. Right now, she is constantly apologizing for being irritable and grumpy. I tell her that she can be in whatever mood she wants to be in with me. I know that things won’t always be good, so I … *Read the rest
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Oct.16.2008 at 12:38 am | 5 Comments
I thought things had calmed down when I started seeing my ex again. Things were so smooth between us. We were getting along better than we had while we had been together…
…then my roomie told me Cali had called her to see if she could move in. I contacted her and told her that I thought it was a bad idea. She insisted that she wouldn’t be moving for me. She said she’d be on her hustle. I could just see her blocking me in whatever romantic situations came up.… *Read the rest
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