Feb.15.2010 at 12:02 pm | Alix B. Golden
I Give Good Love?
I think back to last Valentine’s Day…To really understand you’d have to read about the events that led up to last year’s Valentine’s Day. Read here & here.
Valentine’s Day marked the end of that relationship and I didn’t even know it. I’ve heard from her maybe 2 or 3 times since then. She’s never apologized.
I remember that day so clearly in my mind. I remember trying to get in contact with her. Callng, texting. Pitifully leaving messages of love on her voicemail. It was pitiful because I knew in my heart that the relationship was over and I was trying to hang on to something that wasn’t any good for me.
She did me a favor that day, by not dragging out the situation any more than she had already. I often wonder why she just didn’t tell me what was going on instead of dragging everyone through a drama filled situation.
I often wonder how I end up being a target for ill intended girls… My first girlfriend told me long after we broke up, during a time when she was trying to woo me back, that she loved the way I loved her. Is it possible that people can love the feeling of being in love so much that they’ll do anything to attain it?
Oh yes it’s possible, which is why we have such an overpopulation problem! Nearly everyone falls into this trap.
Don’t even get me started on the horrors of Valentine’s Day!